Trust God and Rest in Him

I’ve never really been one for New Year’s resolutions or ‘new year, new you’ mindsets. This could very well be because I’m not one to really set goals (or follow through with them…) in the first place, and a change in year doesn’t hold a ton of symbolic nature to me. 

But the last few years there’s been a trend, especially in the Christian world, to choose a word to focus on for the new year. Again, this isn’t a practice I intentionally decided to follow. But without my really asking God for a word, he gave me one last year and gave me one for this year (again, without my asking). 

When I keep seeing a pattern (or in this case, a word) in my life, I know it’s God speaking to me and trying to teach me something. 

Last year, he gave me the word trust. You can read a little more about that in this post. And I can tell you that I’ve had to trust in God a whole lot this year. There’s been a lot of uncertainty in certain areas, and all I’ve been able to do is trust that God is sovereign and good and worthy of praise.

This last month, I feel like he has been telling me to continue with the same mindset of trusting in him, but he’s also been drawing my attention to rest

I injured my knee a couple of months ago and have had to literally slow down as my body has recovered. I haven’t been able to work out at all like I usually do, which is one of the main ways I deal with stress and anxiety, and for a few weeks after I hurt myself I had to say no to a lot of things so I could rest. This has been driving me crazy, as I tend to keep myself busy to distract myself from other things that I should be focusing on (read: my feelings).

Then, I had planned to spend my vacation time the last couple of weeks organizing things at home and spending time with friends, and my first night home I came down with the flu (literally the first time I’ve had a fever since I was like 10 years old), missed family Christmas celebrations, have been dealing with constant low blood pressure and vertigo since then, and literally had to allow my body to rest for my entire vacation.

And I’ll be starting the year off with knee surgery in less than two weeks, which means I’ll have to take two weeks off work, be on crutches and unable to drive for six weeks, and it’ll be a good four months until I’m able to start working up to my usual activity level. 

Rest. In the literal sense, God is telling me to slow down and rest. But he’s also using these experiences to teach me to slow down – stop distracting myself with other things – and focus on Him. Rest in Him. Abide in Him. 

I think God is teaching me to continue trusting in Him, to trust in other people to help me out as I recover from surgery (something else I’m not great at), and to rest my body and spiritually rest in Him. My prayer is that I take this to heart and continue listening to what God is teaching me and prompting me to do, even when I don’t ask.

With love,
Sarah

One thought on “Trust God and Rest in Him

  1. Thanks Sarah for sharing! I now know how to pray for you!!
    I had never heard of hearing a word for the year until last year when my church group leader/mentor challenged us to listen to God and what His word was for each of us. His word for me was grace. I saw God’s grace for me and I eagerly accepted it but the challenge and opportunity of growth was to show grace to others, even to those whom I had struggled with. It was a painful process but I was able to let go of unforgiveness for several people whom I have known most of my life and others whom I have known just in the last year or two. More to work on for sure….
    This year, the theme coming up for me is courage. I did not ask, like you Sarah but it keeps coming up with words like: be brave, be bold, be confident. Letting go of fear, shame and self doubt as I step out of my comfort zone and pursue possible ministry opportunities. To truly trust that God has me, and as long as I remember that, I will be able to grow in courage. As I pursue God’s purpose for me, I get to be reminded of how big He is and how all knowing He is. He is soo good!
    I look forward to more writings from you Sarah. You are so gifted!
    God Bless!!

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